a letter to my family. [part i; my brother.]

dear my brother,
do you remember when we were kid, you pretend to drove grandpa's car and i sit next to you
do you remember the day when you went to the elementary school for the first time, mom and i took you to school by public transportation. i still a little baby that day but i already had a plan that someday i'll go to school too like you do.
i have to go to the same school with you.
because mom and dad says that your school is the best school in our city.
since that day i know that you are a figure for me.
lucky me, i graduated on the same high school and university with you.

dear my brother,
i know that you through the ups and downs in life.
i'm sorry to see you crying when your gf breaks you up.
i saw a disappointed face when you still jobless and have no clues the first 3 months after you got you bachelor's degree.
hey, but at least you made it!
you are an employee in a big company now.
and you have a loyal and supportive gf now.

dear my brother,
you never missed to give me a surprise present on my birthday,
eventho i'm rarely give you a present on your birthday,
you never missed to buy many things for your family when to went to holiday
or out of town.
and good meals after you went somewhere with your gf.

dear my brother,
i never say it but i love you. i really do.
i miss having a good time with you.
asking about random things or just listen to the music.
if that day when you marry your gf finally comes,
i just want to say that i wish you both happily ever after.