Happier.

I am on the phone with you. You are overseas but never miss a chance to calls.
To calls your best friend, to share stories of how happy you are with your girlfriend.
I am so glad to hear that you are so happy when she gives you Star Wars action figure; Darth Vader, even though I know you love Chewbacca more.
I am so happy to know that you both planning a holiday to Cappadocia to ride hot air balloon together, even though I know your bucket list is staring the milky way in Iceland.
I am so exciting to find out that you and your girlfriend decides to live together in her apartment even though I know your dream house should be like in Journey - Don't Stop Believing song "small town boy living in a lonely road." rounded by your own farm and have at least 12 dogs because you love dogs that much.
I laughed when you tells me that she believes that Alien are unreal, even though you (and I) believes that they are real.
I smiled a little when I know that she always makes coffee and egg for your breakfast even though you told me you dont like coffee and prefer tea.
She changes you a lot and you looks like never mind it.
So glad that you are happy with her
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But I wish you happier
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with me.

"every night thinking about you,
 would like to spend my life you.
 those eyes that always make me feel like home
 and you will just always be something that I'll never have." Iqbaal - Hello You