"It means nothing."

"It means nothing."
I remembered the time you sent that message to me,
the day you decided to no longer be my friend,
by the mistakes that I do not understand until today.
Did I crossed the line, like you said I used to did...?
Or simply because we both are the person that will hurt each other if we were together?
But before you decides to leave all behind, let me rewind what we already done in these 4 years.
You,
who help your friends in every situations,
who supports all of your friends choices,
who gives the solutions for all the problems,
who be the first that gives the idea,
And you,
who wants your friends to be the best.
Did those really means nothing to you?
Do you remember those good old days when we said we are BFF.
So, forever is no longer than 4 years, isn't it?
I thought this friendship are valuable,
Until I realized that to you, this is just a piece of shit, right?
I once read that, forgiving is hard if you just remember the mistakes but never remember the good about things that make you angry.
"Are we good?"
"Why souldn't we be"
But you acted like we are not good.
That's okay if its hard to you to forgive me.
But please
Please, lower your ego.