Jamboo!
It's been a..*counting* half year I didn't posted anything, and now I am in a good mood (read: got inspired) to writing. *applause*
So I want to write about the differences between single and taken person. Based on my own story ko, so you do not have to worry. Xixixi (btw, ini ketawa andalan gua biar org2 pd kesel)
Sebagai org yg awam sama yg namanya pacaran -Anin, 21th, 1x pacaran (sebenernya gamau dianggap tp udh kepalang basah)- dan baru tau yg namanya putus tuh kaya gini rasanya (biasa aja sih, tp kaya ada yg beda aja gt) gua jadi suka geli sendiri sama orang-orang yang pacaran. Geli di sini maksudnya pen wa tawain di dpn mukanya pas lg berantem sm pacarnya trus show off di sosmed kl lg galaw biar smwa org di sosmed tau eh pas udh baikan listening path lagu cinta-cintaan nge-tag pacarnya. Hellaaaaw. Wa gelik. Xixixixixixi.
...okay it's out of topic plis deh.
Nah, jauuh sblm gua punya pacar (baca:mantan) gua pgn bgt punya pacar, soalnya gua liat org2 yg pd punya pacar tuh kayanya happy bgt diajak jalan, nonton film, dinner, dikasi kado gitu2 deh..terus akhirnya wa punya pacar uga (baca:mantan) pas pacaran emg jalan, nonton film, dikasi kado jg si.. tapi.. HAHAHAHAHA wa gamau buka aibnya ah kasian. Tapi plis ini lawaq bgt. Intinya wa dibegoin gt mungkin karena wa br se-x pacaran kali y jd masi polos gt.
In the past 15 months with my (ex)-boyfriend, did I felt happy? Did I felt loved? The anwer is no. Sorry, you.
What I've done was just insecure, jealous, upset, angry, everything that bad for my h/wealth. (?)
How could? How could I got so insecure everytime he did not text me back? I checked his last seen on Whatsapp, his recent activity on Path or Instagram just to make sure he did not denied my text. Hoooow could that was so affected madayyy all day looong? Hoooow? Nah, gua td blg kl gua dpt inspirasi buat nulis gini karena tmn gua br aja update di Line kalo cowonya blm bls dr semalem. Ga jauh beda dr gua dulu kan?
Di situ gua gasukanya, baper. Bawa perasaan. Kl udh punya pacar mah ya dikit2 hrs texting. Sejam dua jam ga dibls bad mood. Padahal kl single gini, dibls dua hari kemudian mah santai aja. Tp knp ga berlaku buat org yg udh pake hati ya?
Dulu gua jg gt si, bebal bgt kl diblgin tmn. Mereka udh nasehatin gua buat pake otak kl pacaran tp guanya ttp batu. Ujung2nya cape sendiri dan sadar jg. Omongan tmn mah kaga bakal mempan dah, musti dr diri sendiri gt.
Trus single tuh imej-nya kaya lonely bgt gt pdhl mah engga sama sekali. I lost my bestfriend when I am in a relationship because he was jealous with my bestfriend. Gua jadi gabisa main sm sahabat. Keilangan sahabat lebih sakit dr keilangan pacar. Asli. Trus kalo single gaada yg ngingetin makan, ngucapin selamat pagi bla bla bla.. who says? Gua si.. punya pacar gapunya pacar.. gaada yg ucapin. Hiks.
So if I have to choose whether single or taken, I would choose single this time. I am not denial just because I am single now, seriously, I had try it and I felt lost myself. I am not me when I am in a relationship. But if someday I found someone who treat me right. I would choose him. Xixixixixi.

Asante,
Anin